kerti-yasha

this day started very beautifully. the bright blue sky greeted me cheerfully. my morale was never better. i cooked myself a simple breakfast, ate it, then got a bath. i went off to work at exactly 8 a.m. i got a visit from my sweetheart at about 9.30. we took care of some things we left unfinished yesterday (about her thesis), then she took off to submit the works to her campus’ library. at about 12 she came back and kept me company for the next two hours, until the next crew arrived. then off we went for lunch and a repair job for her motorcycle. at about 3 p.m. we went our own ways and i got some sleep. although the day’s heat was a killer i managed to get through alright. after a good sleep and a recharged stamina, a killer stomachache found its way to me, so i had to take a rather big dump at the john. after everything settled down, i munched down a fair dinner. then i took the initiative to call her. just to say hello and whatever. but something i said apparently pissed her off. i didn’t mean to. at least that’s what i thought. but she took it so seriously i could almost feel her hand slapping my face. then everything went downhill. i think mom saw it in my eyes. but i said nothing. so i cooled myself with a cold shower and then went off to work (again), hoping i can sleep well later tonight and wake up with a better mood tomorrow morning. hopefully i will have no memory of what happened just an hour ago and just smile to face the new day. ups and downs, so unpredictable…

so i pray:
my dear God, allow me to be patient and willing to forgive, because what happened today was just a simple misunderstanding.